The
Blessings of Spiritual Poverty
A good job, house, car TV, loving spouse and
children, respect in the community. These are all easily lost and are thus a source of
insecurity. When you choose to have none of these then you have nothing to lose and there
can be security. But this is external or material poverty which, of itself, brings little
spiritual comfort.
Spiritual comfort, or at-one-ment, comes with
internal poverty. This involves giving up those internal things which are
culturally conditioned patterns of thought. The blessedness of spiritual poverty comes
when you no longer desire, know, or possess any of these illusory patterns of thought.
Your urge towards particular patterns of loving and
knowing arose after your birth. There is an essence from which you came, which drives you
now, and which will continue after the worms have eaten your flesh and bones. That
Essence does not love or know, it just is.
The blessedness of spiritual poverty comes as a result of reunion with that uncreated,
eternal, Oneness which just is.
Those who are not poor in spirit have
the illusion of a personal I with a personal will. They may try to replace
this personal will with Gods Will. They may try to create a pure space within
themselves so that God may enter. But this misses the point. There is still the
I who tries, and who is somehow apart from God. Vows of external poverty may
or may not help to tame the I that loves and knows but, of themselves, they
cannot get rid of it. So what is to be done?
Students of Zen Buddhism are asked to consider the
question,
What was your face before
you were born.
The essence just is. The essence that you
know is your own cultural creation and is not the real essence. The task is to
reach a state where you will and desire as little as you willed and desired before you
came into creation; a state of being free of all the loving and knowing that were created
in time; a state of awareness beyond the ignorant language games of subjects acting on
objects; a state of gracious acceptance with a following of the inevitable flow; a state
of at-one-ment; a state which allows appreciation of the following words:
I am my own self cause
according to my essence, which is eternal, and not according to my becoming, which is in
time (Meister Eckhart)
"Blessed are the poor in
spirit for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven (Matt 5:3) |